Musing No. 3: Find Flow

What is meant for me,

will flow to me for my highest good.

Life is happening for me, not to me.

Today I will not stress myself out by trying to make things happen. Instead, I choose to step back, detach, and let go with love and faith.

Lately, I've been making myself crazy trying to force things that aren't really in my control. I've been worrying that if I don't over-function, if I don't push, none of what I'm seeking or hoping for will come to be.

In the deepest part of me, I know this doesn't work. It only makes me miserable, and leads me to feeling alone and burdened by all the things. And they are big things. Where do I live, so I can lead my best life? How do I best support myself in this next chapter? How can I possibly make a difference in this seemingly darkening world.

Do I begin by trying to see things differently? Do I shift my focus from why is this happening to us, to how is this happening for us?

To consistently live as the person I seek to be (kind, calm, connected to a higher purpose and source), I need to practice being kind (including to myself), seeking calm, and connecting with that source.

I want to believe I am here for a reason. That all isn't being lost. That I can be a part of beautiful change. All without having to burn myself out in the process.

Over and over again, I will centre myself, so that I can remain open to receive the wisdom and direction I seek. So that I can move forward, in the flow, when the time is right for me.

And so it is.